can it just be summer already.
school makes me feel so adult-like
it reminds me how i have responsibilities that i dont want to think about
summer is my freedom from that.
summer is my only escape from the real world since im still a kid.
this and next summer are my last ones without having to pay bills and worry about that nonsense.
i just want to soak up the sun and enjoy with all my friends while they’re still here
do my field guide and research paper for marine bio
pass my driver’s test
study for sats
make my portfolio for my interview
find a job
save up 3000 for a car
save up 300 for car insurance
today i went to go take my road test. my mom wouldnt help me find a car to use. so i had to look like an idiot and ask several people to borrow their car…
thanks mom
the person who’s car i was supposed to use bailed on me the morning of because her daughter misunderstood me and told her that i rescheduled it, which i clearly didnt…
thanks lauren
so my friend veronica missed her last class of school to pick me up and let me use her car. i was so excited. she showed up at my house with no pants on hahahahah and everything was going as planned.
thank the lord for veronica
once the instructor got in the car, we found out that she had her expired insurance paper. and her dad forgot to give her the new insurance paper.
thanks dmv
so i couldnt take my test.
i am claimed to be so “irresponsible” about stupid shit. but when it comes to serious situations i try to do my best to get everything accomplished. its not fair. im still a kid. my mother is supposed to be supporting me with shit like this. this is a part of growing up and due to my mom’s reluctance of me getting older, i have to go through hell to do the simplest tasks alone. i hate that. one thing that sucks about being the oldest is that my family experiences it with me first, and i have to deal with their lack of experience. kaylas gonna get it so easy… which is good for her, because then she doesnt have to deal with what i do.
if you had a daughter who is willing to pay for her own car and pay half the insurance, wouldnt you be relieved?
i mean the insurance will be cheaper if i buy my own used car rather than paying more for using my mother’s new car.
like why are my parents so irrational. i cant fucking stand it. i want to be independent.
the two things that are preventing this is the fact that my family is broke so they dont have money to pay for a insurance, car, gas, etc and that they grew up in a different country so they dont understand that 17 is the age to have a car not fucking 21.
im so frustrated and i know im just bitching. sorry but not everyone gets their parent’s car or has parents that can afford to pay for their kid’s luxuries.
